Glad you're taking a break. Sounds like it's long overdue. Working 14-20 hours is simply nuts, girl. It sounds like your commitment to FTB was a source of great pleasure, and a welcome distraction, but you have to put your life and friends first. As for abuse from those anonymous trolls who inhabit the the dark corners -- sadly this is a feature of any large internet community. They have problems. When you can no longer filter it out, it becomes yours too. I simply wish you well and please, please ... get some rest.