Feels like the perfect time for a random stranger (moi) to come in and say something nice.
LivingAngryCheese (I'm just gonna say Cheese) You've had a shit load of troubles in your life. And though I don't know you very well, i already respect you.
A lot of people come to the internet as a way to get away from their troubles, to have fun, or just to learn something new.
I can't imagine the pain you must have gone through, both physically AND mentally.
I, myself, feel that mental pain every day. I have a extreme stutter. I really don't talk much, or ever.
People have thought I'm mute.
And that is why I came to the internet, because i can talk through typing. I can't stutter when i type.
And so, while I haven't felt your pain, I still feel you. I know what it's like being in terrible pain and not being able to do anything about it.
Congratulations in being strong, not many people can say the same.