Quite honestly, I haven't even had time to work on packs since before Xmas. I've been dealing with several personal issues and things in my local life over the last several months that are far more pressing than any dev work. I know
@slowpoke has been patiently waiting on inFlux as well as all my beautiful BnB people out there waiting for 2.0. I've made several promises over the last few months dealing with these two packs that I feel I just need to say something about something.
Some are just things I don't generally share.
For the majority of my life, I've battled with being self destructive and depressed. Chalk this up to being bullied as a kid, or just not getting along with my family of 3 brothers and 3 sisters, or just having some axon not liking the dendrites it was stuck with. Who knows. I've never gone to a shrink for it, I've just dealt with it, though not always in the best way.
To keep it short, I've been down dark roads and have the scars to prove it. Not something I generally talk about because I hate the fake ass people that use shit like that to get attention.
With the birth of my son 3 years ago, my outlook on things changed dramatically and I made drastic changes to my life (for the better, trust on that.) Started fixing things in my life and getting back into programing and other things I just gave up on decades ago. Over the course of the last year, however, more than a few issues have cropped up in my personal life that I have to deal with. Some of these were things I looked over until I took a job working from home and had things thrown into my face as fact when I hoped they were just paranoia.
I've found myself at the bottom of the bottle looking up more than a few times in the last couple months. I crack a joke about it on twitter from time to time, probably shouldn't.
Doing the work I do, in any dev environment, makes me happy. Little things like the post from
@DigitalWino are one of the reasons I do it. Just need to get some of a greater priority taken care of first, then I'll get some stuff out to ya all.