As Sy entered the warehouse, Ina casually loaded a fully defensive power setting on her shell, just in case. After Spider had dismissed the group, Ina turned to look him in the eyes, smiled as warmly as the cold plastic on her face could manage and waited for his reaction.
Sy stepped in, closing the door behind him. He heard Spider's short debrief, glad to be free from duty and allowed to rest fully for a while.
He was horrified though, when he finally looked at the others. Standing there, smiling creepily at him, was the drone freak that had nearly killed him a few days ago.
Raising his pistol, and his voice, he demanded of the others, "What the hell is that thing doing here?!?"
Ina's smile left her face as quickly as it had come. Clearly it wasn't calming this human. His reaction was understandable, all things considered. Given the intense emotion and distrust shown plain on his face, Ina decided to remain silent and allow for another to answer his question.
Stepping forward quickly, Leo thrust an arm out in front of Ina and called calmly out to Syderis, "Stand down, Sy! Don't worry, Ina isn't a threat. The Institute had a controlling program installed, but Wyatt was able to remove it. It's kind of a long story..." Gesturing to Wyatt to come forward as well, Leo continued, "Wyatt, can you back me up on this?"
"Oh, great, so you remove a program and now the freak that burned a laser hole in my stomach is all sunshine and rainbows? How the hell can you trust her not to come and slit your throat while you sleep?" Sy's voice was dripping with sarcasm and vehemency. His pistol still raised in INA's direction, he stepped around Leo to avoid him blocking a shot.
Calmly, Ina responded to Sy's faulty logic, "he trusts me because I've never given him any reason not to, and I don't intend to do so. I also remember your bullet shot through my head, yet these two appear to trust you well enough." Ina remained unmoving, though she appeared ready to relocate her shell somewhere else at a moment's notice.
"Never given any reason not to? Does the Institute ring any bells? You fought against us with them, I'd say that's one hell of a reason. They made you, didn't they? Why would you turn away from them? Sounds like a stupid way to try and get close to us before you destroy us."
Ina responded almost immediately, "am I correct in believing you are Syderis Velos? I don't know what you've told the rest of these Partition humans, but the Institute has a surprising amount of information about you, including a list of 'missions' from the pa-
"STOP!" Sy said, panicked. "You can't understand! I... I left for a damn good reason! I saw what they did! What they tried to make me do!" Sy could feel the walls he'd built, crumbling around him. All the people gathered, not one of them had known... now, they all did. He did what he'd done twice already in the face of a real threat. He hated himself for it, but he had to run. He couldn't face the others, that he'd almost seen as friends now. Throwing the door open, he took off into the city, running and running, losing himself. A few minutes later, and he stopped, catching his breath. He couldn't keep going. Not only was he out of breath, but he hated that he'd run. He couldn't stick it out and face the consequences, twice now, and he was going to pay. Hell knew what the others were thinking. He reckoned they'd lose all trust in him, if he was lucky.
What could he do? He couldn't just... go back, when Spider made the call, could he? He didn't know. But he doubted they'd go looking for him, not for long, and only Spider would know where he was. Turning off his tracker, he started to make his way back home, head hung in shame.
Ina stole a quick glance at Leo and Wyatt before bolting after Sy. For a human, he could move fairly quickly when he wanted to, but it was still difficult to beat fully powered servo motors and thrusters. To the very observant people that weren't quite as frantic, a figure could be seen hovering along the rooftops. Eventually, Ina witnessed him configure something as he began to trudge forward like a dead man. Maybe now was her chance? She flew down and positioned herself about 10 meters behind him, speaking with the same calm tone as before, "I guess I was wrong to assume you'd already told them. If the Institute has ways of convincing you to attack an innocent human, imagine what they could do to me. I won't tell you what to do, but you should know that those other two wish to trust you."
Sy turned around to look at INA once more, this time not drawing his gun. He'd seen her as a freak, just another drone but with a human face... but no. She was so... human. It seemed almost as if she'd done the same as him, seen what the institute would do, the brutality of it...
"So... you're saying you did the same as me? They tried to make you do something that you couldn't, and you snapped?"
"I wouldn't say we're the same," Ina replied, "but there are similarities between us. I thought the entire Institute shared the same views as the humans who created my childhood: that human life was worth protecting." As she continued the short story, Ina's face appeared to display a faint distress. "Then I was moved to the robotics department. They fit me with this laser and tried everything they could think of to convince me the Partition needed to be exterminated. After a few days, they eventually gave up and wrote a program to force my emotions. Emotions like loathing, hatred, revenge, et cetera." The subtle distress vanished from her face as she finished telling of her past.
"I'm sure you know this already, but although you have a human body, that doesn't mean you're immune to humans manipulating your emotions. Surely your group knows that as well...or at least most of them." Hesitating for a second, Ina eventually decided to continue, "I'm not convinced that either side of this war is actually fighting to save lives. Most wars of human history were fought for selfish reasons. I understand the difficulty of neutralizing a human without killing one, but make sure each of your bullets are fired for a good reason." With her last statement, Ina turned her back to Sy and slowly began to walk away.
INA's words hit home more than Sy had expected. As a sniper, it was his job to make sure every bullet counted, each shot was a kill, but that wasn't what she'd meant, he could tell. It hadn't really hit home yet, but for an extremely large chunk of his life, he had been fighting for the wrong cause. He had been doing actual overall harm, and now he was overcome by guilt inside.
But I'm different now. I'll fight for EXODUS, and I'll finally help the people, and maybe even harm the bastards that made me fight for them on the way.
A new determination in his mind, Sy realised, that robot might be more human even than some humans. She'd made him see, the truth, and he was grateful.
He made his way back home, and set about figuring out a way to get to EXODUS.
3 hours later
Ina followed Leo to his hotel room, carefully instructing him to open a secure access port on his neural interface on the way there. The same instructions were sent to Wyatt and Gardenia in text, as she assumed they wouldn't need help to keep the connection secure. After the configurations to Leo's brain were made, Ina spent the few hours it would take for them to fall asleep hacking a self-destructive proxy server into a street sweeper, ensuring Gardenia wouldn't be able to track any of those involved. Following this, Ina flew off to the top floor of an abandoned undercity building and entered the simulation.
Those that configured this access port before falling asleep found themselves in an incredibly vivid dream of a forest clearing filled with flowers of all kinds (including many non-existant ones). The forest that surrounded the clearing was a bloom with more green then any of them had likely seen in their entire lives. In the center of the clearing sat one lone cherry tree, blossoming flowers with pink petals that blew in the wind. Sitting on a picnic blanket underneath said tree was the human that Ina would have been at age 18.
Leo opened his eyes and sat up. Before him was a scene of indescribable wonder. He stood, and walked toward the clearing's center where he could see a figure seated beneath... I guess that's a tree. Pretty. And so this must be a forest. I never imagine such a place would be so... beautiful. Even though I know this is a dream, I've never had any as "real" as this one. As he approached the vibrant tree in the clearing, he could see that the figure beneath it bore a certain resemblance to somebody he'd met before. "Ina?"
Ina's face lit up with a smile as she ran towards Leo and gave him a big hug. "Sorry it took me this long to help that 'skin hunger' of yours, bro." Her voice and mannerisms appeared to have shifted to an extreme end of a particular personality. Jarring for one who had grown accustomed to the calm, dull voice she had displayed previously. "It's nice to see you here. How do you like the forest? I built this place myself."
Noticeably flabbergasted, Leo stammered out, "S-sure, thanks so much for the help..." What th-- is this really Ina? She is totally different up here: she's excited and emotional and visibly happy. "The forest is - well, it's... I don't know how to describe it, really. I've never seen anything to compare it to," Leo replied to Ina. He awkwardly gave her a small press on the back in return and stepped backwards a bit. "It's definitely fantastic," he said, looking around at the generated landscape and smiling back. "I'm glad to be here. What's on your mind?"
Wyatt looked around, amazed at the scenery. As he looked around he noticed that his AI was not here, not that it would matter much as the AI was not needed here anyway.Yet Wyatt felt strange without it around, which was not that surprising considering it was part of his daily life by now. He shouldn't worry too much about it and enjoy the moment. Wyatt enjoyed the surroundings in silence as he went towards Leo and INA, mostly due to the fact that he didn't know what to say.
Wyatt's virtual body formed as a fairly accurate representation of his real body, much like Leo's had. Leaning to the side of Leo, Ina waved and smiled to Wyatt as she continued to speak excitedly with Leo. "You've really gone out of your way to help me, bro, so I wanted to show this place to you as my big thank you! Oh right, that reminds me," Ina ran over to the picnic spread, which was full of food both appropriate and inappropriate to a picnic. "I think most traditional human picnics don't have prime rib or a triple-tier cake, but I wasn't sure what kinda food you liked so I made a buncha stuff." Ina sat and calmed down a bit, though she still wore a big smile as she spoke, "seeing as you both are 'real humans' and all, I was kinda hoping you could help me each night with my personality experiments. All you'd have to do is talk with me for a while as I test each one-- oo, speaking of which, how do you like this one so far?"
Sitting down as well, Leo's eye fell upon a tantalizing assortment of double-decker roast beef sandwiches. "I haven't ever had a picnic either. As far as I'm concerned, this food looks great," he replied, picking one up, "and I bet it tastes delicious as well." How does that even work? "About your personality, though... I can see that you're a lot more emotional in here, which, if you want to become more 'human', is a good place to start." He paused to welcome the approaching Wyatt, then went on, "But I don't know whether the personality you're using right now is consistent with an average teenager like you would be. For one thing, being happy is a big step forward! Just try not to overdo it."
Ina gave Leo an unimpressed glance, though she retained the smile, giving off a sarcastic expression. "I figured this would be a good place to try stuff out without any real-world consequence, ya know? Once I make one I like, I can use it outside too. If you're going to help me, you should try to criticize better than that though. What part don'tcha like? The hug? The smiling? Any speech patterns in particular?"
Leo put down the sandwich and countered, "I suppose that means I should be a lot more specific, then? Great, now I won't have to hold back," he said, a slight smile tugging at his own mouth now. "On the one hand, the speech pattern you're displaying now isn't terrible, but it's also unsuitable for most casual and formal conversation. For myself, it's kinda enjoyable... but we need to make sure that you don't go around calling everybody 'bro' or being so... 'bubbly' all the time..." Leo trailed off. "Do you know kind of what I mean? It's hard to put a label on it, exactly..."
Nodding, Ina's smile grew less extreme as she displayed her understanding. "Bubbly: full of cheerful high spirits. So you think it'd be better if my cheerfulness was around 50% instead? I'm thinking this personality is missing something; something to counterbalance the cheerful desire, which brings me to the second part of my experiments. If I'm correct, most humans don't like to speak of this, but try anyway. What sort of insecurities do you have?"
Replying to Ina, Leo said, "Um, first of all, you might know how some people worry about their image, or their behavior, too much. Also there are people who cling to their past, or to their possessions... those who want revenge... those who believe everybody is out to get them. And there are many other types, of course." Leo paused again. "I don't think I have anything like the ones I just described, though. If I have any insecurities... they're in a different category." He looked up to the sky, grinning slightly. "Maybe I'll tell you about them sometime."
Ina shrugged, "I didn't really expect you to tell me anyways. I prefer to take examples from real humans I've met, but I know most of the insecurities that exist, so I can go through them one by one." After she had finished speaking, Ina's emotions began to change again, as if years of painful history were suddenly inserted into her past. Her face now displayed a more meek smile and she appeared to have trouble looking Leo or Wyatt directly in the eye.
Leo hesitated for a moment, then asked her, "Well? Did you change personalities or something? You look a bit different now."
Ina stole a split-second glance at Leo, looking back down at the grassy ground when she realized he was looking at her. Nodding sheepishly, she spoke with a soft and unsure tone, "umm...so...h-how's this?"
Leo replied back as softly as she had spoken, "Actually, I think that now you seem a lot less 'present'... you're here, but at the same time you're hiding your true emotions inside yourself. I don't think that's good for you, or for anybody really; it's almost like you're letting others make decisions for you. Maybe having some combination of this personality and your previous one could be better?" He moved forward to attempt to make eye contact again. "Of course, if you prefer to be this way sometimes, that's alright too. Everybody has their ups and downs, based on what happens in life."
As Leo stepped forward, Ina looked off to the side and remained frozen in place. Once again she sheepishly nodded and her demeanor began to change directly afterwords. Ina looked Leo in the eyes for a short moment and went on to gaze up at the cherry tree blossoms above her. A timid smile spread across her face as she breathed the fresh flowery-smelling air. This time, she spoke with a soft and tender, yet confident, voice, "I feel like too much anxiety would get in my way. A little bit seems to be okay, but I think that's just because I'm familiar with the both of you."
With a few of Ina's mental commands, Leo found himself in 'control' of what appeared to him as a screen displaying how he looked along with a variety of physical information. The current figure was the same as Leo normally looked, though the screen had a odd lack of controls. "Do you think you could try being another human for a while" Ina asked him? "The interface might be a little different from what you're used to, but with some practice, you should be able to use it."
"What do you mean, being another human? Will this interface allow me to change how I look...?" Still wondering, Leo scanned his physical data, then looked for some button or dial to use. "I can't find the controls... Ina, how do I chan--"
He stopped talking, because his his ears had suddenly ballooned in size. He could both feel the extra weight on his head, and see this change reflected on the screen; he also saw that they had become striped neon blue and yellow! "Oh, great, now I'm ugly." Is it because when I get confused, I feel embarassed, or that I stick out? That might make sense. It's probably controlled via thought, then. Leo concentrated for a moment, and his ears returned to a more average size within the span of a few seconds. "Neat!" he exclaimed. While he experimented with different combinations of size and shape, he asked Ina, "Is there any reason in particular that you'd like me to choose a different appearance?" He paused, as a thought had crossed his mind. "Is... is it because... you dislike the way I am normally...?" He looked over at Ina in mock disappointment, with flowing white hair, a long chin and fierce red eyes.
As Leo's ears puffed up in size, Ina let out a soft and cheerful laugh. Laughing was new to her, but it felt really good. It's a shame there wasn't more to laugh about in the outside world. Whatever personality she created, it needed to be able to laugh, definitely. "Besides the ears, you picked up on that pretty quickly," she said, calming down. "It's more like the opposite of that actually. You're one of my favorite humans, but I need to test how each personality fits with other types of humans. Again, I'd prefer to use those humans themselves, but if you can put on those personalities, we should be able to substitute you for them. I figured it might be easier for you if you actually looked like them, especially once we get into age and/or gender differences."
Leo closed his eyes to take in this information for a moment. When he opened them again soon after, he said, "Well, I do know that you're likely to often encounter people who are cruel, uptight, or otherwise stiff or difficult to deal with. I suppose for the first trial, I can do something like this..." Within a few minutes, Leo had altered his appearance to resemble an older man, wearing garments that appeared to emanate some semblance of authority. "This, as far as I can remember, is the way our city's judges always appeared in news broadcasts, although I've never seen any face-to-face. I've heard they can be severe, and many of them are corrupt, accepting bribes for a favorable decision. So," Leo went on, speaking in a lower and raspier voice, "what do you have to say for yourself, hm? Imagine that I've been watching you in public, and I've come over to you by chance, almost as if I've recognized you from somewhere else. I start to question you... would you panic? Would you be able to speak clearly?" Leo's voice grew a touch louder. "Well? What can you tell me? Where is your owner, robot? This lowlife isn't cut out for you! Tell me the truth!"
With each of Leo's instructions, Ina's face changed, as if the descriptions he gave were reality. Her entire body began to tremble with fear as he questioned her. Looking as though she wished she were small enough to vanish, Ina tried her 'best' to stammer out some sort of response. "I.....I.....I d-don't have...." she began before finally breaking into tears. After a short moment that felt like ages, the emotional outbreak stopped, as if her personality was cut off like a string. The tears remained on her face, but she displayed the same calm, dull expression she usually had on the outside. "I appear to have guessed correctly: that insecurity gets in the way when faced with a stranger."
Instantly dropping the new appearance and returning to his usual self, Leo stepped quickly over to Ina to dry the tears off her face. "I'm so sorry, that was way too mean, especially for your first time. Umm... I don't think people like that will be too common, anyway." He waited to try and gauge her reaction, as he asked, "Would you tell me which insecurity you tried just now?"
"That was excellent, there's no need to be sorry," Ina responded assuredly, "I'm looking for accuracy, not censorship. That was the same insecurity as before: anxiety. It was just lessened to the point where the negative effects only showed when faced with a stranger."
Relieved no permanent harm had been done, Leo sighed. "Okay, as long as you are alright with it. Still... if you're ready to continue, I have a few other scenarios in mind. Or did you have any specific one in mind you'd like to try? I rather took the initiative that first time, I apologize for that." Ina replied with interest, "what scenarios?" Leo went on, "Once you've picked a new personality, I've got a couple of choices that I could assume for myself: snobby college undergraduate, child prodigy, and a revered expert."
"Any one of the 3 will work, though it might be best to try each one." Ina's personality began to shift once again, this time into a more conceited expression that appeared to look down on those around her. "Well how long do you intend to keep me waiting," she probed as she crossed her arms impatiently?
Returning to the screen, Leo's appearance flew around before settling on an unusual persona: a shorter, female image of himself, with longer hair and wearing a lab coat and glasses. "Waiting? Waiting on what?" The 'scientist' replied to Ina. "I've been waiting for much too long for you to have respectable behavior in this area. I think I might just report you to the overseers for carelessness, and then we'll see who's in charge around here." Sneering slightly, 'she' made sure to noticeable enjoy writing notes on a convenient pad. "Seething yet? Oh, don't worry about your project. It'll be in good hands once you've been relocated. I'll make sure of that!"
Ina glared back with a venomous look for a few seconds until Wyatt caught her eye, causing a sly smile to cross her lips. "Maybe I'll come along to your little tattle-fest. You've been spending an awful lot of time with Wyatt, isn't he a little old for you? Your flirting isn't of any interest to me, but I'm sure the overseer would love to know you've been fraternizing with a teacher."
Wyatt was caught off guard when he suddenly got dragged into the conversation with Leo and INA. Up to this point he was just silently enjoying it while thinking of ways to make it work better. "Well, luckily for all of us there is no overseer" Wyatt jokingly replied. He then went on "To be completely honest, I don't think this is the correct way for you to find your personality. Sure, it will make you familiar with all the possibilities of them, perhaps it even helps to understand the humans that have them but it won't result in a personality that is truly yours. You learn how to take on other human personalities which is not a bad thing. In my eyes a personality is nothing more then a sum of the outcome of all the decisions someone or something made; be them made conscious for example how you allowed us in your simulation or be them unconscious for example the words someone uses when they talk."
The fiendish grin left Ina's fact as she shed the personality and turned to face Wyatt. For the first time in a while, she stood speechless as her mind twirled around in circles. Were these experiments really to find 'her' personality or 'a' personality? After all, there was a perfect behavior for every situation, but if she tried to switch and take advantage of each one, then no one would believe any of them. In short...there was no such thing as a perfect personality.
"Thank you, I think you made a good point," Ina finally responded. "I've been placing a lot of effort into creating the perfect personality that could earn humans' admiration and friendship. All this time I guess I already had those desires..." Ina's voice rang out in a friendly laugh for a short moment before she continued with an excited smile, "...and my insecurities. Arrogance; leading me to believe I could be perfect. Loneliness; causing me to trust Leo who easily could have killed me. Perfectionism; suggesting to myself that I should never show any personality aside from a 'perfect' one." Ina settled on a happy yet apologetic look. "I'm sorry for all the trouble I've caused you two. First I put your lives at risk, then I went ahead and wasted your time with a redundant experiment..."
"... but from this experiment, you found the answer you were looking for. Isn't that what we were here for in the first place?" As he spoke, Leo wandered back over to the tangible screen, and returned to his usual appearance. He then gave Wyatt a wide smile, and tapped Ina on her nose. "Besides, this place is great. And what was that about risking our lives? We do that every day for a cause we believe in, even if we don't know everything about it... in short, we're idiots, all of us. Just try not to think we're brainless idiots. I like to think I have a little bit of an idea of what I believe in." With that said, Leo sat down again on the picnic blanket, then looked around. He glanced at Ina with a shocked look on his face. "But why is the rum gone??"
Sy stepped in, closing the door behind him. He heard Spider's short debrief, glad to be free from duty and allowed to rest fully for a while.
He was horrified though, when he finally looked at the others. Standing there, smiling creepily at him, was the drone freak that had nearly killed him a few days ago.
Raising his pistol, and his voice, he demanded of the others, "What the hell is that thing doing here?!?"
Ina's smile left her face as quickly as it had come. Clearly it wasn't calming this human. His reaction was understandable, all things considered. Given the intense emotion and distrust shown plain on his face, Ina decided to remain silent and allow for another to answer his question.
Stepping forward quickly, Leo thrust an arm out in front of Ina and called calmly out to Syderis, "Stand down, Sy! Don't worry, Ina isn't a threat. The Institute had a controlling program installed, but Wyatt was able to remove it. It's kind of a long story..." Gesturing to Wyatt to come forward as well, Leo continued, "Wyatt, can you back me up on this?"
"Oh, great, so you remove a program and now the freak that burned a laser hole in my stomach is all sunshine and rainbows? How the hell can you trust her not to come and slit your throat while you sleep?" Sy's voice was dripping with sarcasm and vehemency. His pistol still raised in INA's direction, he stepped around Leo to avoid him blocking a shot.
Calmly, Ina responded to Sy's faulty logic, "he trusts me because I've never given him any reason not to, and I don't intend to do so. I also remember your bullet shot through my head, yet these two appear to trust you well enough." Ina remained unmoving, though she appeared ready to relocate her shell somewhere else at a moment's notice.
"Never given any reason not to? Does the Institute ring any bells? You fought against us with them, I'd say that's one hell of a reason. They made you, didn't they? Why would you turn away from them? Sounds like a stupid way to try and get close to us before you destroy us."
Ina responded almost immediately, "am I correct in believing you are Syderis Velos? I don't know what you've told the rest of these Partition humans, but the Institute has a surprising amount of information about you, including a list of 'missions' from the pa-
"STOP!" Sy said, panicked. "You can't understand! I... I left for a damn good reason! I saw what they did! What they tried to make me do!" Sy could feel the walls he'd built, crumbling around him. All the people gathered, not one of them had known... now, they all did. He did what he'd done twice already in the face of a real threat. He hated himself for it, but he had to run. He couldn't face the others, that he'd almost seen as friends now. Throwing the door open, he took off into the city, running and running, losing himself. A few minutes later, and he stopped, catching his breath. He couldn't keep going. Not only was he out of breath, but he hated that he'd run. He couldn't stick it out and face the consequences, twice now, and he was going to pay. Hell knew what the others were thinking. He reckoned they'd lose all trust in him, if he was lucky.
What could he do? He couldn't just... go back, when Spider made the call, could he? He didn't know. But he doubted they'd go looking for him, not for long, and only Spider would know where he was. Turning off his tracker, he started to make his way back home, head hung in shame.
Ina stole a quick glance at Leo and Wyatt before bolting after Sy. For a human, he could move fairly quickly when he wanted to, but it was still difficult to beat fully powered servo motors and thrusters. To the very observant people that weren't quite as frantic, a figure could be seen hovering along the rooftops. Eventually, Ina witnessed him configure something as he began to trudge forward like a dead man. Maybe now was her chance? She flew down and positioned herself about 10 meters behind him, speaking with the same calm tone as before, "I guess I was wrong to assume you'd already told them. If the Institute has ways of convincing you to attack an innocent human, imagine what they could do to me. I won't tell you what to do, but you should know that those other two wish to trust you."
Sy turned around to look at INA once more, this time not drawing his gun. He'd seen her as a freak, just another drone but with a human face... but no. She was so... human. It seemed almost as if she'd done the same as him, seen what the institute would do, the brutality of it...
"So... you're saying you did the same as me? They tried to make you do something that you couldn't, and you snapped?"
"I wouldn't say we're the same," Ina replied, "but there are similarities between us. I thought the entire Institute shared the same views as the humans who created my childhood: that human life was worth protecting." As she continued the short story, Ina's face appeared to display a faint distress. "Then I was moved to the robotics department. They fit me with this laser and tried everything they could think of to convince me the Partition needed to be exterminated. After a few days, they eventually gave up and wrote a program to force my emotions. Emotions like loathing, hatred, revenge, et cetera." The subtle distress vanished from her face as she finished telling of her past.
"I'm sure you know this already, but although you have a human body, that doesn't mean you're immune to humans manipulating your emotions. Surely your group knows that as well...or at least most of them." Hesitating for a second, Ina eventually decided to continue, "I'm not convinced that either side of this war is actually fighting to save lives. Most wars of human history were fought for selfish reasons. I understand the difficulty of neutralizing a human without killing one, but make sure each of your bullets are fired for a good reason." With her last statement, Ina turned her back to Sy and slowly began to walk away.
INA's words hit home more than Sy had expected. As a sniper, it was his job to make sure every bullet counted, each shot was a kill, but that wasn't what she'd meant, he could tell. It hadn't really hit home yet, but for an extremely large chunk of his life, he had been fighting for the wrong cause. He had been doing actual overall harm, and now he was overcome by guilt inside.
But I'm different now. I'll fight for EXODUS, and I'll finally help the people, and maybe even harm the bastards that made me fight for them on the way.
A new determination in his mind, Sy realised, that robot might be more human even than some humans. She'd made him see, the truth, and he was grateful.
He made his way back home, and set about figuring out a way to get to EXODUS.
3 hours later
Ina followed Leo to his hotel room, carefully instructing him to open a secure access port on his neural interface on the way there. The same instructions were sent to Wyatt and Gardenia in text, as she assumed they wouldn't need help to keep the connection secure. After the configurations to Leo's brain were made, Ina spent the few hours it would take for them to fall asleep hacking a self-destructive proxy server into a street sweeper, ensuring Gardenia wouldn't be able to track any of those involved. Following this, Ina flew off to the top floor of an abandoned undercity building and entered the simulation.
Those that configured this access port before falling asleep found themselves in an incredibly vivid dream of a forest clearing filled with flowers of all kinds (including many non-existant ones). The forest that surrounded the clearing was a bloom with more green then any of them had likely seen in their entire lives. In the center of the clearing sat one lone cherry tree, blossoming flowers with pink petals that blew in the wind. Sitting on a picnic blanket underneath said tree was the human that Ina would have been at age 18.
Leo opened his eyes and sat up. Before him was a scene of indescribable wonder. He stood, and walked toward the clearing's center where he could see a figure seated beneath... I guess that's a tree. Pretty. And so this must be a forest. I never imagine such a place would be so... beautiful. Even though I know this is a dream, I've never had any as "real" as this one. As he approached the vibrant tree in the clearing, he could see that the figure beneath it bore a certain resemblance to somebody he'd met before. "Ina?"
Ina's face lit up with a smile as she ran towards Leo and gave him a big hug. "Sorry it took me this long to help that 'skin hunger' of yours, bro." Her voice and mannerisms appeared to have shifted to an extreme end of a particular personality. Jarring for one who had grown accustomed to the calm, dull voice she had displayed previously. "It's nice to see you here. How do you like the forest? I built this place myself."
Noticeably flabbergasted, Leo stammered out, "S-sure, thanks so much for the help..." What th-- is this really Ina? She is totally different up here: she's excited and emotional and visibly happy. "The forest is - well, it's... I don't know how to describe it, really. I've never seen anything to compare it to," Leo replied to Ina. He awkwardly gave her a small press on the back in return and stepped backwards a bit. "It's definitely fantastic," he said, looking around at the generated landscape and smiling back. "I'm glad to be here. What's on your mind?"
Wyatt looked around, amazed at the scenery. As he looked around he noticed that his AI was not here, not that it would matter much as the AI was not needed here anyway.Yet Wyatt felt strange without it around, which was not that surprising considering it was part of his daily life by now. He shouldn't worry too much about it and enjoy the moment. Wyatt enjoyed the surroundings in silence as he went towards Leo and INA, mostly due to the fact that he didn't know what to say.
Wyatt's virtual body formed as a fairly accurate representation of his real body, much like Leo's had. Leaning to the side of Leo, Ina waved and smiled to Wyatt as she continued to speak excitedly with Leo. "You've really gone out of your way to help me, bro, so I wanted to show this place to you as my big thank you! Oh right, that reminds me," Ina ran over to the picnic spread, which was full of food both appropriate and inappropriate to a picnic. "I think most traditional human picnics don't have prime rib or a triple-tier cake, but I wasn't sure what kinda food you liked so I made a buncha stuff." Ina sat and calmed down a bit, though she still wore a big smile as she spoke, "seeing as you both are 'real humans' and all, I was kinda hoping you could help me each night with my personality experiments. All you'd have to do is talk with me for a while as I test each one-- oo, speaking of which, how do you like this one so far?"
Sitting down as well, Leo's eye fell upon a tantalizing assortment of double-decker roast beef sandwiches. "I haven't ever had a picnic either. As far as I'm concerned, this food looks great," he replied, picking one up, "and I bet it tastes delicious as well." How does that even work? "About your personality, though... I can see that you're a lot more emotional in here, which, if you want to become more 'human', is a good place to start." He paused to welcome the approaching Wyatt, then went on, "But I don't know whether the personality you're using right now is consistent with an average teenager like you would be. For one thing, being happy is a big step forward! Just try not to overdo it."
Ina gave Leo an unimpressed glance, though she retained the smile, giving off a sarcastic expression. "I figured this would be a good place to try stuff out without any real-world consequence, ya know? Once I make one I like, I can use it outside too. If you're going to help me, you should try to criticize better than that though. What part don'tcha like? The hug? The smiling? Any speech patterns in particular?"
Leo put down the sandwich and countered, "I suppose that means I should be a lot more specific, then? Great, now I won't have to hold back," he said, a slight smile tugging at his own mouth now. "On the one hand, the speech pattern you're displaying now isn't terrible, but it's also unsuitable for most casual and formal conversation. For myself, it's kinda enjoyable... but we need to make sure that you don't go around calling everybody 'bro' or being so... 'bubbly' all the time..." Leo trailed off. "Do you know kind of what I mean? It's hard to put a label on it, exactly..."
Nodding, Ina's smile grew less extreme as she displayed her understanding. "Bubbly: full of cheerful high spirits. So you think it'd be better if my cheerfulness was around 50% instead? I'm thinking this personality is missing something; something to counterbalance the cheerful desire, which brings me to the second part of my experiments. If I'm correct, most humans don't like to speak of this, but try anyway. What sort of insecurities do you have?"
Replying to Ina, Leo said, "Um, first of all, you might know how some people worry about their image, or their behavior, too much. Also there are people who cling to their past, or to their possessions... those who want revenge... those who believe everybody is out to get them. And there are many other types, of course." Leo paused again. "I don't think I have anything like the ones I just described, though. If I have any insecurities... they're in a different category." He looked up to the sky, grinning slightly. "Maybe I'll tell you about them sometime."
Ina shrugged, "I didn't really expect you to tell me anyways. I prefer to take examples from real humans I've met, but I know most of the insecurities that exist, so I can go through them one by one." After she had finished speaking, Ina's emotions began to change again, as if years of painful history were suddenly inserted into her past. Her face now displayed a more meek smile and she appeared to have trouble looking Leo or Wyatt directly in the eye.
Leo hesitated for a moment, then asked her, "Well? Did you change personalities or something? You look a bit different now."
Ina stole a split-second glance at Leo, looking back down at the grassy ground when she realized he was looking at her. Nodding sheepishly, she spoke with a soft and unsure tone, "umm...so...h-how's this?"
Leo replied back as softly as she had spoken, "Actually, I think that now you seem a lot less 'present'... you're here, but at the same time you're hiding your true emotions inside yourself. I don't think that's good for you, or for anybody really; it's almost like you're letting others make decisions for you. Maybe having some combination of this personality and your previous one could be better?" He moved forward to attempt to make eye contact again. "Of course, if you prefer to be this way sometimes, that's alright too. Everybody has their ups and downs, based on what happens in life."
As Leo stepped forward, Ina looked off to the side and remained frozen in place. Once again she sheepishly nodded and her demeanor began to change directly afterwords. Ina looked Leo in the eyes for a short moment and went on to gaze up at the cherry tree blossoms above her. A timid smile spread across her face as she breathed the fresh flowery-smelling air. This time, she spoke with a soft and tender, yet confident, voice, "I feel like too much anxiety would get in my way. A little bit seems to be okay, but I think that's just because I'm familiar with the both of you."
With a few of Ina's mental commands, Leo found himself in 'control' of what appeared to him as a screen displaying how he looked along with a variety of physical information. The current figure was the same as Leo normally looked, though the screen had a odd lack of controls. "Do you think you could try being another human for a while" Ina asked him? "The interface might be a little different from what you're used to, but with some practice, you should be able to use it."
"What do you mean, being another human? Will this interface allow me to change how I look...?" Still wondering, Leo scanned his physical data, then looked for some button or dial to use. "I can't find the controls... Ina, how do I chan--"
He stopped talking, because his his ears had suddenly ballooned in size. He could both feel the extra weight on his head, and see this change reflected on the screen; he also saw that they had become striped neon blue and yellow! "Oh, great, now I'm ugly." Is it because when I get confused, I feel embarassed, or that I stick out? That might make sense. It's probably controlled via thought, then. Leo concentrated for a moment, and his ears returned to a more average size within the span of a few seconds. "Neat!" he exclaimed. While he experimented with different combinations of size and shape, he asked Ina, "Is there any reason in particular that you'd like me to choose a different appearance?" He paused, as a thought had crossed his mind. "Is... is it because... you dislike the way I am normally...?" He looked over at Ina in mock disappointment, with flowing white hair, a long chin and fierce red eyes.
As Leo's ears puffed up in size, Ina let out a soft and cheerful laugh. Laughing was new to her, but it felt really good. It's a shame there wasn't more to laugh about in the outside world. Whatever personality she created, it needed to be able to laugh, definitely. "Besides the ears, you picked up on that pretty quickly," she said, calming down. "It's more like the opposite of that actually. You're one of my favorite humans, but I need to test how each personality fits with other types of humans. Again, I'd prefer to use those humans themselves, but if you can put on those personalities, we should be able to substitute you for them. I figured it might be easier for you if you actually looked like them, especially once we get into age and/or gender differences."
Leo closed his eyes to take in this information for a moment. When he opened them again soon after, he said, "Well, I do know that you're likely to often encounter people who are cruel, uptight, or otherwise stiff or difficult to deal with. I suppose for the first trial, I can do something like this..." Within a few minutes, Leo had altered his appearance to resemble an older man, wearing garments that appeared to emanate some semblance of authority. "This, as far as I can remember, is the way our city's judges always appeared in news broadcasts, although I've never seen any face-to-face. I've heard they can be severe, and many of them are corrupt, accepting bribes for a favorable decision. So," Leo went on, speaking in a lower and raspier voice, "what do you have to say for yourself, hm? Imagine that I've been watching you in public, and I've come over to you by chance, almost as if I've recognized you from somewhere else. I start to question you... would you panic? Would you be able to speak clearly?" Leo's voice grew a touch louder. "Well? What can you tell me? Where is your owner, robot? This lowlife isn't cut out for you! Tell me the truth!"
With each of Leo's instructions, Ina's face changed, as if the descriptions he gave were reality. Her entire body began to tremble with fear as he questioned her. Looking as though she wished she were small enough to vanish, Ina tried her 'best' to stammer out some sort of response. "I.....I.....I d-don't have...." she began before finally breaking into tears. After a short moment that felt like ages, the emotional outbreak stopped, as if her personality was cut off like a string. The tears remained on her face, but she displayed the same calm, dull expression she usually had on the outside. "I appear to have guessed correctly: that insecurity gets in the way when faced with a stranger."
Instantly dropping the new appearance and returning to his usual self, Leo stepped quickly over to Ina to dry the tears off her face. "I'm so sorry, that was way too mean, especially for your first time. Umm... I don't think people like that will be too common, anyway." He waited to try and gauge her reaction, as he asked, "Would you tell me which insecurity you tried just now?"
"That was excellent, there's no need to be sorry," Ina responded assuredly, "I'm looking for accuracy, not censorship. That was the same insecurity as before: anxiety. It was just lessened to the point where the negative effects only showed when faced with a stranger."
Relieved no permanent harm had been done, Leo sighed. "Okay, as long as you are alright with it. Still... if you're ready to continue, I have a few other scenarios in mind. Or did you have any specific one in mind you'd like to try? I rather took the initiative that first time, I apologize for that." Ina replied with interest, "what scenarios?" Leo went on, "Once you've picked a new personality, I've got a couple of choices that I could assume for myself: snobby college undergraduate, child prodigy, and a revered expert."
"Any one of the 3 will work, though it might be best to try each one." Ina's personality began to shift once again, this time into a more conceited expression that appeared to look down on those around her. "Well how long do you intend to keep me waiting," she probed as she crossed her arms impatiently?
Returning to the screen, Leo's appearance flew around before settling on an unusual persona: a shorter, female image of himself, with longer hair and wearing a lab coat and glasses. "Waiting? Waiting on what?" The 'scientist' replied to Ina. "I've been waiting for much too long for you to have respectable behavior in this area. I think I might just report you to the overseers for carelessness, and then we'll see who's in charge around here." Sneering slightly, 'she' made sure to noticeable enjoy writing notes on a convenient pad. "Seething yet? Oh, don't worry about your project. It'll be in good hands once you've been relocated. I'll make sure of that!"
Ina glared back with a venomous look for a few seconds until Wyatt caught her eye, causing a sly smile to cross her lips. "Maybe I'll come along to your little tattle-fest. You've been spending an awful lot of time with Wyatt, isn't he a little old for you? Your flirting isn't of any interest to me, but I'm sure the overseer would love to know you've been fraternizing with a teacher."
Wyatt was caught off guard when he suddenly got dragged into the conversation with Leo and INA. Up to this point he was just silently enjoying it while thinking of ways to make it work better. "Well, luckily for all of us there is no overseer" Wyatt jokingly replied. He then went on "To be completely honest, I don't think this is the correct way for you to find your personality. Sure, it will make you familiar with all the possibilities of them, perhaps it even helps to understand the humans that have them but it won't result in a personality that is truly yours. You learn how to take on other human personalities which is not a bad thing. In my eyes a personality is nothing more then a sum of the outcome of all the decisions someone or something made; be them made conscious for example how you allowed us in your simulation or be them unconscious for example the words someone uses when they talk."
The fiendish grin left Ina's fact as she shed the personality and turned to face Wyatt. For the first time in a while, she stood speechless as her mind twirled around in circles. Were these experiments really to find 'her' personality or 'a' personality? After all, there was a perfect behavior for every situation, but if she tried to switch and take advantage of each one, then no one would believe any of them. In short...there was no such thing as a perfect personality.
"Thank you, I think you made a good point," Ina finally responded. "I've been placing a lot of effort into creating the perfect personality that could earn humans' admiration and friendship. All this time I guess I already had those desires..." Ina's voice rang out in a friendly laugh for a short moment before she continued with an excited smile, "...and my insecurities. Arrogance; leading me to believe I could be perfect. Loneliness; causing me to trust Leo who easily could have killed me. Perfectionism; suggesting to myself that I should never show any personality aside from a 'perfect' one." Ina settled on a happy yet apologetic look. "I'm sorry for all the trouble I've caused you two. First I put your lives at risk, then I went ahead and wasted your time with a redundant experiment..."
"... but from this experiment, you found the answer you were looking for. Isn't that what we were here for in the first place?" As he spoke, Leo wandered back over to the tangible screen, and returned to his usual appearance. He then gave Wyatt a wide smile, and tapped Ina on her nose. "Besides, this place is great. And what was that about risking our lives? We do that every day for a cause we believe in, even if we don't know everything about it... in short, we're idiots, all of us. Just try not to think we're brainless idiots. I like to think I have a little bit of an idea of what I believe in." With that said, Leo sat down again on the picnic blanket, then looked around. He glanced at Ina with a shocked look on his face. "But why is the rum gone??"