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lenscas

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Luma is in her room, Luzad is back in his home or something and Tzet I have no idea about
 

sgbros1

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*sigh* This is all one big mess! I am one big mess! I cause every one of you grief and sorrow! It's my fault!
*Shadia breaks down into a well of tears, you haven't seen her cry like this since she lost Luzad*
 

sgbros1

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You don't understand Morte!
I try time after time again to kill myself, to end all the misery I caused!
Never had it worked!
I can't die! Not even if I wanted to!
 

lenscas

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But you also caused good stuff to happen.
think about Luma, Luzad and even me.
 

sgbros1

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Luzad's being used as a stage performance, you're constantly defending my crap, and now Luma can't even live a proper childhood!
How is all this good!?
 

lenscas

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It was Luzads own choice to get you to the river, he knew the risks. And you don't want to know how he was before you met him, he was always drunken and I wouldn't be surprised if he somehow got access to drugs. You gave him hope to leave that all behind, you still give it him.
Luma can still have a pretty normal childhood and even if not is that that bad? As long as her childhood is good it doesn't need to be normal.
 

sgbros1

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How can she live a life anywhere close to good when she has to worry about her mother every two seconds?!
 

lenscas

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and killing yourself fixes that because?
You went though a lot of shit,you tried to clean it up and failed shit happens all the time let it go and focus on the future.
Most shit that went to her was indeed because you wanted to fix the past let it go and all will be fine.
The past is gone, the future is right in front of you
 

sgbros1

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How can I worry about the future when I can't even fix the past!?
I'm incompetent! Tell it to me Morte! I. Am
Incompetent!
 

lenscas

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*Morte softly hits Shadia to get some sense in her*
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You are not incompetent, you did amazing things.
Do you want to know all the shit I went though?
My home world got destroyed thanks to me, everyone and everything I once loved and cared about, dead and gone. Yet you don't see me saying I am incompetent.

I am alive for a reason, I survived that shit for a reason and for you counts the same. Everyone who is alive has a reason to live even you, especially you.
*Morte kisses Shadia*
 

lenscas

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You still have a future, just like me.
You went though a lot but it will all become alright, trust me.
 

sgbros1

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What will we do here? I mean, besides fighting each other to death and drinking alcohol every other evening.
 

lenscas

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to be honest, I have no idea what the rest does. I am always helping the humans to fix their shit, I have almost no time to do stuff for myself.