I think the problem here is that you keep using misspellings that are actually other words. You also misspell words that most civilized children should know by their third year of primary school. If you are a 2nd grader, then I apologize.
I like to pretend that when you talk that it goes like this: you said what you wanted to say backwards, recorded it, reversed the recording, and added a ton of echo effect/reverb. Like some kinda astral spirit shouting across the veil of life and death. Or the Vale of Life And Death, which would be a great setting for a novel.