50 meh, you don't see that I have it anymore. As I already said the symptoms which effect you can see are gone, leaving only those who you can only discover by comparing with before I had it but as I never not had it there is nothing to compare it with. I am now talking about stamina and that kind of things.
As for the look in deaths face part, as I was not even 5 back then I didn't see it that way and because my whole life was like this it for me having anemia was normal.Every aspect of it was for me normal and because I didn't speak to others I at that age never "discovered" that it is not normal. The "wow, I was so sick I could have died and its defiantly not normal" came a lot later, it is kind of strange to think about it but nicely shows how a human brain reevaluates events as time passes by and it gets a "better" understanding of the world.